Allowed

I allowed u 2 make me feel sad allowed u 2 control how I felt each day I let u take me from happiness 2 sadness as voices dropped and raised Then allowed u 2 make me feel it was all my fault allowed u 2 make me feel it was me who ruined the day. I allowed u 2 abuse my love allowed u 2 use it 2 hurt me 2 though I could see how u controlled me the love made me blind And when my sight would st@ returning I allowed ur promises 2 cloud my mind. I allowed u 2 make my day allowed u, when u wanted, 2 take it all away but the more I allowed, the more tired I got until I decided that what I allowed must stop. I allowed u time 2 say u had changed allowed u 2 get close and let me know how u feel and though I love wish I could be with u I just don't trust u anymore, 2 be allowed