Alive, Alone.

Am I alone? Sometimes I feel as if I am Sitting in a classroom full of other people And yet I feel insolated One hard look from someone makes me blush and look away in guilt whispering, silently praying "sorry" though sorry for what? i still dont understand for me it seems to be a crime to be human, to be alive it makes me numb, cold, alone even inside my own mind Pay attention To myself I scold and yet the words go right through my head, hollow Empty echos call out lyrics Words right from a girl Who sings now to the world Im still alive im still here im not invisible They try to give me medication to help me, to fix me, but im not broken those are just lies they dont understand i dont need their medication i have a few scars on my soul, on my heart, on my skin but that doesnt make me sick it just makes me different and yet i walk hiding behind my bangs feeling like a ghost still wondering am i alive?