Agoraphobia

There are places in this world that i can't go The safest place i know is inside of my home. At times i just feel so low And other times i question my motivations for getting out of bed and coming up with the answer being unknown. People that i'll never meet or see as they pass by on the street nervously i turn the key to get back to my room. And if you asked me this today i'd tell you i'd never asked to be this way can't help it if it's to hard for me to breathe. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's who tell me all the time that im fine and they know just how i feel. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's that it's all in my mind but they don't understand that it's real. Most just don't understand how hard it is to be dealt this hand. Now im not complaining it could be worse. But people mock and laugh because of this brand. Makes me punch the wall in anger breaking it with my fists. Walk just one day in my shoes Just how good would you do? Would you let everything ride? Or just run way and hide? All the pain and misery Lonely nights when you can't sleep All the thoughts inside your head Feeling nothing more than dead Go ahead i challenge you Take some time and think it through Then maybe you'll know what it's like to be me, and not you. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's who tell me all the time that im fine and they know just how i feel. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's that it's all in my mind but they don't understand that it's real. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's who tell me all the time that im fine and they know just how i feel. There are doctor's and psychiatrist's that it's all in my mind but they don't understand that it's real.