Addiction Two Sided

I can still hear you calling my name. but... I can hear you with both ears now One side calling me telling me you would always still be here for me if I just give in and the other side is telling me I can have all my interment desires that I crave so much for but... I know both are one I decided along time ago I would put a leash on myself with no other intention but to find the one who would be able to take it off and replace it with something more precious. I remember when I gave into the one that was there for me when I was down. I could and would find the other that I desired and... now I do not want either if that means given up my soul. So I will wait patiently for what I truly desire With all my Love waiting