A Whirlpool of Time

Mind’s been on edge. These drugs just seem like the only way out. I tripped and fell into an abyss of time. I’m going back in time, to try and figure out where I MESSED up, But it’s all gobbledegook to me, its stressing me out, tearing me up, I keep hearing the whispers of your memories within my heart, Are you humming under the bed? Is that your eyes I see every time I look in the mirror? Is it all inside my head? Or am I going crazy, seeing as you not around no more? Come tomorrow will I remember you? Will I recall your face in passing on a crowded avenue? Will there be a sunrise tomorrow? Please don’t walk away. Don’t leave me here. Don’t leave me yet. Don’t let these memories fade, Make them stay. Why can’t you just give me the benefit of the doubt? Give me a chance to explain, to reason with you? Guess I’m talking to closed doors and blocked whatsapp calls. Geniuskin