A Thorn In My Side

A thorn in my side, Im torn from inside Of a time partially forgotten but my memories betray me and take me down that ride through the death of my pride, under duress, when I tried to hold back but cried Through the love and the pain, through the sun, through the fire through the rain If it's over than its over, how can you deny my love, how could you deny more aim I gave you all the love I had and more, but no matter what the seeds I sowed with you the benefits I never reaped it, you left me alone when I most needed, and kissed me on the cheek like Judas when he betray Jesus, baby you can keep it, left me all alone to walk on my journey, sick going through chemo life in danger, with the person that I loved with all my heart absent, left alone to be comforted by a stranger, It's all good even though broken and bitter I hold no anger, From sea to shining sea to death of my destiny Keeping it kept, with my boots on, when you need me, you know I'm there Most certinaly, open the curtain, look to the sky God could see that I'm hurting .