A Soul In Exhaustion

I am tired of questioning Constantly shooting at my reflection wondering why I am tired of being To each day fade a little more inside I am tired of hoping And always see the last ray of hope Faintly disappearing my sight I am tired of painting a bed of roses down my horizon To later witness a promising dream crumble before my eyes Cruelly departing my sky I am tired of smiling While flows inside of me a boundless sea of sorrow I am tired of opening my arms To only receive warm embrace of regrets and deceits i am tired of loving for my heart screams in pain Away from love Exhausted to feel the vain passion Of a racing heartbeat Expecting sooner or later Another arrow piercing through my chest To whom has discovered the secret to be tell me how to live And truly exist How to follow my star home Without feeling lost How to embrace every breath of life Without resting upon my fear What is this mystery behind love? most of us fail to understand How to live perfectly Throughout the imperfections of life