A Mind Full of Hurt

Why am I not strong when my feelings hurt inside They took away all I had left me feeling blind She ripped my heart out while he battered my soul What’s it all for as you are thrown amongst the coal Where was my hug after the evil deeds were done The bullying always struck pain like a quick handgun I had feelings of a different kind frozen to the core The hurtful kind so bad they are locked behind a door Why was I not loved like any other young soft child Instead of these two wicked mad crazies gone wild They would laugh if I made a mistake of any kind The evilness look of being morally wrong in the mind Why did you strike me again and again so hard it swells Sometimes I was marked so hard it started to smell Where was the loving care I was entitled to 24, seven I kept thinking it was all stored up waiting in heaven Why did I have to be given to that very evil, evil man Who let him carry out his bloody wicked plan Please my guardian angel keep looking over me Take away the bad thoughts so I can be let free Open your arms my Lord & be there just for me how much more I can take please don’t forget about me