A Me No More

This night is different And I only ask it so For this night I have no return With nothing more I need behold A pretense I no longer deny A no one I just want to be A stake was set and the price was high Because... I can no longer find me The world is so big And I do not see myself to belong No one I know can comfort my need As living days promises to haunt Sleeping with dreams I do not understand Living a life as always for another Concluding a self I cannot comprehend I am wiser... not better I cannot be in a false reality No one agrees I can no more change applicably Simply... I’m no more me