A Few Words Short

Adryanna, I'm sorry Love letter, I'm sorry Adryanna, now is the time I wish to bother you spill the words in my heart's content Let me start by saying I don't regret what we had I don't take back the romantic words I said to you they were for you and only you a gift from me to you I don't take back anything I just hate how everything unfurled I just hate how it all fell apart unraveling, unraveling like the yarn you're a master with it just kept unraveling You blame yourself and I blame me I put all of it on me It's me to say I can handle anything It's my pride to say I can handle everything to have patience and tolerate the little things which irritate me and be happy for you yet I guess it was the doubts yet I guess I couldn't handle being second guessed cause I felt I did everything I could to prove I wouldn't dare be the one to hurt you to prove I wouldn't dare break your heart to prove I wouldn't dare burn your world down Did I break any of those promises I made If I did, I apologize now forever and foremost It's your forte to apologize an inside joke between you and I for I just need a little laugh I've been miserable since that Wednesday past I've been miserable since the last 'fight' we had To your unanswered question I avoided the subject because I thought you already knew the answer for I had said so many times all I wanted was you but I was a few words short but I hadn't completely wrote my script I was stuck on line one and couldn't finish Are you alright I guess my priorities are a bit off I should have asked that first and foremost still I just want to know if you're alright Me, I can't hardly sleep Sleep keeps betraying me scaring me out of slumber with wicked nightmares startling me with twisted sounds prohibiting me with a sense of full slumber These past few days I found myself thinking maybe it would've been better if I had said nothing those few months back for I might still have my very best friend and we would not be feeling this for me and my very best friend would not be feeling this Do you feel the same The relationship has altered and I put the blame on me I'm not asking for a second chance I'm just apologizing I'm just hoping you're alright I'm just saying what's on my heart I'm just speaking too much since you already know the truth I can't lose you... I can't lose you...