A Choice Between Slavery and Death

The ways of life can be really cruel Such I felt when Fate cast on me a dark spell I sank low down a bottomless abyss Hoping the Merciful Angel would give me a kiss And have me thrown into redemption, by sending me the holy camel! But no help came, no one ever saw my distress So I chose to put an end to my inner stress I chose to live on Earth as a spirit, enjoying total freedom Maybe I would be offered a place in the Lord's kingdom But then, something came over me and I chose to toil till I become a Goddess!