Some Day

Someday, you will know that I loved you even through, I had to leave so fast I never wanted it this way. Someday, you will know that my heart broke in to un repairable pieces that day no super glue can mend it. Someday, you will know that the rain drops that fall down from the sky above are my tears of losing you. Someday, you will know that I never stopped thinking of you both, I went to Parks looking for you all the time. Someday, you will know that I fought so hard to find you guys and tried to get you back, but I could not find you anywhere. Someday, you will know that I never forgot you ever. Every Holiday, every Birthday my heart crumbled even more. Someday, you will know that the things said about me were untrue by the people who were suppose to protect you. Someday you will know that I missed your growing up and I miss you now seeing you as grown adults with family. Some day, you will know that the ocean holds the many tears I cried over losing the two of you I thought I would drown. Someday, you will know that God never wanted it to this way. He wanted us to be a family but it wasn't possible. Someday, you will know that I told everyone I had 2 handsome Sons who got in the middle of a battle that wasn't theirs. Someday, you will know that I am and always will be your Mother and we are bonded together by blood. Someday, you will know that I had to let you go because it was in your best interest at the time. It had been taken out of hands. Someday, You will know that things happen and we are not to question why but just to accept and never stop looking and loving. Someday, you will know that no matter what they said to you about me I always Loved you. Someday, you will know that I have never been the seem with out in my life but never for get you are and forever my Sons. Someday, you will know that I kept your baby books and the cards you made for me so long ago. That I am so Proud of you both. Someday, you will know that you know, you were, you are and always be loved, missed and welcome in my someday. ***This Holiday Season I wrote this Poem for my 2 Sons as a Dedication to what they mean to me! This is for my Sons and their Families on this Thanksgiving 2010. I love you always, your Mom forever more, Rhonda