9 Darkness

I was lost in the darkness with no way out, until you come into my life and you become my light and I found my way out of the darkness, sadness and pain, when you come into my life everything every problem want away, but before you come I was stuck in the darkness with so much pain because for me love did not excites for me love was just pain, dark days, rainy days, sad days, depressing days, everyday was the some. I set in the darkness with so much pain saying to my self love was not made for me because every time I love a girl she never loves me back. I kept on trying no girl would love me, like me not care about me and the one that got hurt was me only me just me, as time passed by it got worst for me darkness was covering me depression was killing me slowly, so much pain in my heart suicidal thoughts run through my mind I was out of my mind I did not know what to do, nobody knew what I was going through every time I saw my friends and family I smiled and laughed and played around so they wouldn't see how bad this pain was killing me,destroying me slowly, I was so lonely I wanted a girl to tell me she loves me, that she cares about me, but it never happen, everyday and night I cried thinking to myself why is this happening to me why can't I find someone that loves me and when I thought there was no hope for me you come, you made me believe that love still excites because you brought sunshine into my life and took away the rain and the darkness of my days, you brought love into my heart and took away the pain and sadness of my days, you brought happiness, joy and took everything else bad away. now the darkness that use to cover me day to day is so far away now there is sunshine covering me everyday since you come, I'm so glad that you come into my life and changed my ways