24 Hours N 45 Days...

24hours i'm leaving the norm. emotions sworm. i'm without an unbrella in the storm. 45day's i'll be n my head. layin n my bed. things runnin through my mind i dread. my mind'll be fine if i have that lead. drawing pictures of my life in my mind. take a peek see what you find. i'm BLIND. in my head is where i'll be. no1 can see. i'm no longer free. not the same she. seconds past like as fast as the tortoise. min.s flyin they're the shortest. hours go by i watch the clock tick as my attention grows smaller. my mom i don't even know if i can call her. i want to go back to the party where mys and I wore fur. i'm pourin out my heart. n my heart there's a dart. where do i start. or where do i end. my love i send.